I had a dream last night that my first love and former best friend, called me and asked me to meet him. He drove me to see his ex. She then attacked me. I yelled for him to defend me. He said no, he wouldn’t help, and that he had decided to go back to her.
I woke up this morning angry at him, which at first seemed silly. Until I remembered that the scene in my dream actually happened. About a year ago. The difference was it was at his place, not hers, which makes it worse somehow. He didn’t defend me then either. And he went back to her. Fuck me.